Forget about your life situation and pay attention to your life. Your life situation exists in time. Your life is now. Your life situation is mind-stuff. Your life is real.
I swear I will start writing again. I have so many ideas I’ve kept in my head. I want to publish a book but I can’t do that if I keep letting my shitty moods take me away from all of my hobbies. I want to write again, I want to feel passionate about playing music again. Most of all I want to start making art again.
I used to play music, write, and draw every day of my life. I had almost no friends and lived in bumfucknowhere so I had no options other than to thrive as an introvert and indulge in my hobbies. Now I’m too distracted. And I’m the only thing distracting myself.
I had possibly the most inspiring summer of my life and wasted all of that inspiration. I need to stop wasting away. I feel like I’m preparing for my funeral. This is sad considering I’ll be twenty-two in a couple of days.. I need to get my life back to where I want it to be.
I’ll start out slow. I’ll write something creative. I won’t let myself waste away anymore. I’m going to make twenty-two the most successful year of my life.
Now it’s time to continue my tumblr hiatus because the internet bores me. I hope I lose another hundred followers.